The Daisy Field

I really hemmed and hawed about writing this post, normally, even though I share the deep and the dark, I rarely share the physical.    I don't want to be trite or be like oh look at me.  I don't want this to come off as some fitspo bullshit.  I just want to be accountable and open. As many of you know, I have always struggled with my weight.    I put on a lot of weight after my first divorce, I was dealing with a lot of emotional baggage and healing from deep past trauma's.    I am an emotional eater and find comfort in good food.   Then I got sick and the medication piled on a bunch of weight and hormonal issues started to rise making it hard for me to get it off.    Those of you have been around a long time have seem me try many "Diets" and then also seen me "Fail".    You are all aware of the immense pain I was in prior to my surgery and my inability to do most types of activity.   All in all just a big mess....but nothing prepared me for when COVID